Excellent Resources to assist your healing journey:

Celebrate Recovery programs

GriefShare and Grief Recovery programs available 

"Winning The War In Your Mind" by Pastor Craig Groeschel
https://a.co/d/hcENpj1

"Forgiving What You Can't Forget" by New York Time's Best Selling Author Lysa TerKeurst 
https://youtu.be/xjO79-NglG4

https://www.p31bookstore.com/products/good-boundaries-and-goodbyes